True Success

Many many thoughts about true success these past weeks. I have been feeling restless...knowing I am capable of learning more...giving more...and having more financial ease and forward movement in my life.

What is success? What blocks success? I am dedicated to developing a deeper relationship with my higher mind. Part of doing this is listening to the fractured parts of myself...and I am going to the bottom of my mind...and listening to the hard stuff. When I ask myself the question, "Why am I not more successful with money...or in my purpose...or in my health...or in my career...ect."...many voices and parts of mind come to the fore to illustrate why I am spinning my wheels in opposite directions.

My in-depth study of Chuck Spezzano is blowing my mind wide open. We can read all of the abundance books we like but the ego mind is a wily creature and to see the roots of why you are abundant...or not...you have to be willing to look at the underlying ego motivations that we all have for blocking success.

To be successful in any area we need to want it with all of our heart. If we are not successful...we do not want it with all of our heart!!

Here are is a question in Lesson 14 in Chuck Spezzano's e-book The deeper Dimensions of Success...to ask yourself many times over...give as many answers that you can...from the deepest part of your defensive ego-mind until you realize what is holding you back. Be prepared to accept that much of it will be negative. These represent the areas of your split mind that need to be seen with awareness and reintegrated.

The question is:

In my situation regarding...what I really want is.....

Here are the Negative Motivations:

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to struggle and sacrifice so that others feel guilty and do not ask to much of me...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to just make enough to pay my basic needs and expenses so that I will not have to give more than my share to my family and feel taken advantage of...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to feel trapped and feel sorry for myself and to blame my parents for not supporting me more in my life...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...is to be away from my family for most of the week and independent in my interests...and thus not face deeper family issues...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...never have enough to travel so that I cannot afford to connect with my family of origin and thus avoid consistently bonding and joining with them.

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...is to only barely get by so that my mother will feel bad for not supporting me as single mother when my daughter was little...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to not do well as a form of revenge towards my family of origin not supporting me....

Now Finally Here Are the Positive Motivations:

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to use my gifts to meet my own and my family's needs easily and joyfully.

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to have the freedom and time to gain more education, and to further my interests and gifts so that I can give more to life...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...is to have the time and energy for family fun, travel and joining and bonding....

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to have the energy and time to heal bonds with my family of origin...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...find a way to work, join and deepen my bond with my partner Ondrea

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to have the time and energy to support my daughter in her spirit, her success and her passionate interests...

In my situation regarding money...what I really want is...to have the room and ease to develop deeper relationships with my friends...

"Our lives show the accumulation of all of our varied wishes. Wanting something with all your heart will begin to slough away all of your untrue and idle wishes. Success comes from an undivided heart."

-Chuck Spezzano

The question is:

In my situation regarding...what I really want is.....

Try it!